I hate everything.

Its been about a week and a half since I started ignoring sweet Fodie's cries in the night and thus far, IT ISN'T WORKING.  Wahhhhhh.  I don't remember any other aspect of shaping his sleep schedule taking this long to catch on.  Ugh.  And hes gone from calling out at night, to full on crying, which breaks my heart.  I mean, I didn't even care that I had to get up once in the night, since it meant that he'd sleep in til like 9am.  Now, he wakes up in the night, cries for like a decade, and then wakes up for the morning at 6:30am, all sleepy still.  NOT A GOOD TRADE OFF.  I think I'm going to stop trying.  I just don't see the big benefit of forcing the matter right now.  He isn't happier... I'm not happier... and if he DOES start sleeping through the night in this manner, then we are both ultimately losing sleep because hes waking up so much earlier anyway.  Waaaaahhhhhh.  Waaaahhhhhh.  I wish I just knew what to do, like, all the time.  Its so hard.